Stalkers

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Nothing I can do.

There is next to nothing I can do about these stalkers, except change my email address move house and change my technology for newer stuff.

I have been working around perhaps some unfortunate people to be working around. I think I have also had my mobile phone hacked and I have had some people perhaps trying to ask me to do certain favors for people whom I am not sure about.

I have worked around some Russian, Albanian and polish/Italian people and have not a clue how they work behind closed doors.

I think my phone is hacked form maybe Ireland which is where some suspicions of stalkers comes into play, but really these people are asking for dodgy favors due to helping people in those circles and pretty much disregarded for asking those particular favors.

Whilst I appreciate that I am being told these are to watch out for, I can't really reciprocate in the necessary way.

I never made anything of my self in these worlds, I seem to be being treated very unfairly by a particular person, where as if this person had left me alone from the start their reputations would have looked a lot better.

I have no involvement in these peoples' lives anymore and cannot help these hackers or whatever they are with their problems. I personally don't want to be involved much longer and need to jump ship due to to many expectations of my self to be involved.

I think I am being hacked by people all over the world including Ireland and Korea and the UK or it is in code and I cannot adhere anymore to these things or network, I am not involved anymore with these people and was never involved in their businesses, so it sounds a bit lucky for you all to have made anything out of these people or got any response.

Anyway that is my position, I'm afraid it's a sorry I can't play I am not aware of what they are doing or what is going on. So I will probably find my self a nice quiet place to live and stay relatively off the map, I don't want anymore approaches and definitely want to say goodbye to the people whom I am forced to be around at the moment, these are the reasons for the outbursts of emotions.

Can't wait until I am on my own again, stress free from these problems. Not worried about any money owed or anything, I have had the problems for too long, just want to be out alive and free from everything ready to enjoy the next part of my life without all this hassle and hustle.

 

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