Keeps Everybody Anonymous

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Out of sight out of mind!

Keeps people from knowing whom people truly are and helps collect relevant bits of information using the green with envy method when a computer and modified sugar cannot i.e. a mental problem occurs.

I can't wait to be free of these things. I am on the computer everyday writing about these problems and they are only a guess there is next to no evidence for or against what I am saying.

Green with envy means you have been sedated and you are having the green fluid poured down your neck to extract the information whilst you are either unconscious or hallucinating and someone is saying things to you to jog your memory. There is no evidence to support these things though, if there were they would probably be used as propaganda for someone else doing similar things.

I am pretty bored laying here writing my blog to entertain my self in hospital so my writing may not be that clear to read. It definitely feels like I on a different planet with a huge headache mangling up my brains.

Honestly I can't wait to be out of here. I have come up with various scenarios since I have been in hospital and none of them are worth thinking about out of boredom, none of them are healthy to think about.

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