I Am Slowly Getting Better...?

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I Am Having Difficulties Learning C++

Further than I should be with almost no help but seriously still struggling with the tutorial I found online and the logic behind C++.

I am starting to write more logically but not really able to think properly yet about the design of the program (structure).

Most of what I have done looks quite complicated until you read it properly and then it is not so complicated. This diary helps me put my more personal issues down in writing without causing too much of a problem with my blog.

My blog basically states my mood, and complex feelings (which I shall do in the diary as well and I’m sure the odd post will come into it.

I still have fears and delusions to do with technology like I have always had ever since my suicide attempt. I have really stood to regret a lot of decisions since then and I almost wish I had just put up and shut up. << That will probably get added to the blog later on.

Keen and still young of mind is my problem, innocent and loving is another of my problems, not wanting to let people down is another. So most of this ends up coming across as the complete opposite and doesn’t really say much good about me at all.

This is referring to every day living, not so easy when you have no trust to live amongst people or live with someone, life generally gets turned upside down.

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