Another Relaxing Day

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 I can't complain (too much)

I have been for a walk today within my allotted 1 hour that we seem to be allowed (COVID).


I went out with a member of staff from the hospital and we have a nice conversation and a couple of nice coffees from the local shop near to where I live.

 I am now sitting here waiting to be told that I can go home or I am free to go when I want to, there isn't much that would stop these things from happening at the moment.


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