24 Years Old

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What lead to this point

24 years old and regretting my life choices, not because of not going after what I wanted but because of the people in my life not being totally honest with me or hiding somethings that were quite important to say at the time.

On my 24th birthday I really did work out what was important to me and whom was important to me. I sat and had a glass of wine I possibly took the day off to do motorcycle training and watched porn and went to sleep or went on my motorbike.

The answer was nobody was really that important to me I pretty much spent the important time by my self or working or on this motorbike training course.

I didn't want anything to do with anybody and I was having a great day, this means that I didn't care about whom was around me at the time I just wanted to be on my own, I didn't trust anybody and wanted to be away from everybody.

Most of them anyway were either cycling buddies or work mates, so not really whom you would invite anyway I was quite happy to leave them behind.

Can't wait to get out of here and start living again, but I seem to always have this problem of being overly polite to people face to face and they end up liking me and they sometimes don't leave me alone.

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